Help.

In a hotel room in rockford illinois. Chicago tomorrow for lollapalooza, no one will leave my room so i can sleep. Radiohead tomorrow night. I'm thrilled.

Won't you stay outside with me,

and we'll share a few stories

I don't know your name but i know that we're here

and what we will say will be out of fear

those eyes that you wear, I fall right in

its been such a long time since ive been for a swim

the sun will be coming pretty damn soon

and why dont you step inside my room for the night.

Everythings all right, oh the night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night night.

It's my birthday.

Nobody feels any pain
Tonight as I stand inside the rain
Everybody knows
That babys got new clothes
But lately I see her ribbons and her bows
Have fallen from her curls.

She takes just like a woman, yes, she does
She makes love just like a woman, yes, she does
And she aches just like a woman
But she breaks just like a little girl.

Queen mary, shes my friend
Yes, I believe Ill go see her again
Nobody has to guess
Hat baby cant be blessed
Till she sees finally that shes like all the rest
With her fog, her amphetamine and her pearls.

She takes just like a woman, yes, she does
She makes love just like a woman, yes, she does
And she aches just like a woman
But she breaks just like a little girl.

It was raining from the first
And I was dying there of thirst
So I came in here
And your long-time curse hurts
But whats worse
Is this pain in here
I cant stay in here
Aint it clear that?

I just cant fit
Yes, I believe its time for us to quit
When we meet again
Introduced as friends
Please dont let on that you knew me when
I was hungry and it was your world.
Ah, you fake just like a woman, yes, you do
You make love just like a woman, yes, you do
Then you ache just like a woman
But you break just like a little girl.


I love you all, thank you for coming.

My muse.

little sammy

And I hate farewells.

The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.
The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

I hate goodbyes.

standing at the door frame
developing the pictures
that i once took
they're not letting me inside
they're counting the lies
and sins i've tried
muddy hands on these white keys
mama please!
i'll save you
if you save me
maybe we can turn back time
if we really try
i mean
really try

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Calling out from the water came a voice so clear
I chose to ignore it, I chose to ignore it.
Calling out from my window came a voice so near
I chose to floor it, I chose to floor it.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making
Carbon Copies.

Listening to the background I heard them shut the door
I chose to run, I chose to run.
Listening to the background I heard them scream some more
I am so done, so fucking done.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making
Carbon Copies.

As I look toward them they all turn away
And they’ll take their turns
They’ll all take their turns.
As I look toward them they try to escape
Those eyes fucking burn, those eyes fucking burn.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making
Carbon Copies.

They came in when we were done
And I hadn’t noticed the lights had changed.
I’m through I’m done.
So fucking done.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making…Carbon Copies.
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i need to find
my way
to his minds eye

i need to find
this place
that they speak of

i need to find
the truth
beyond these lies

i need to find
the romance
of these books

FIND ME NOW IS ALL THEY HEARD