I hate goodbyes.

standing at the door frame
developing the pictures
that i once took
they're not letting me inside
they're counting the lies
and sins i've tried
muddy hands on these white keys
mama please!
i'll save you
if you save me
maybe we can turn back time
if we really try
i mean
really try

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Calling out from the water came a voice so clear
I chose to ignore it, I chose to ignore it.
Calling out from my window came a voice so near
I chose to floor it, I chose to floor it.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making
Carbon Copies.

Listening to the background I heard them shut the door
I chose to run, I chose to run.
Listening to the background I heard them scream some more
I am so done, so fucking done.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making
Carbon Copies.

As I look toward them they all turn away
And they’ll take their turns
They’ll all take their turns.
As I look toward them they try to escape
Those eyes fucking burn, those eyes fucking burn.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making
Carbon Copies.

They came in when we were done
And I hadn’t noticed the lights had changed.
I’m through I’m done.
So fucking done.

Stop talking, stop taking
The love that you’re making…Carbon Copies.
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i need to find
my way
to his minds eye

i need to find
this place
that they speak of

i need to find
the truth
beyond these lies

i need to find
the romance
of these books

FIND ME NOW IS ALL THEY HEARD